jueves, 1 de marzo de 2012

3 Fucking Days, Momma !

OMG ! Sólo el 3 días entraré al colegio. No sé si llorar de alegría o de tristeza. De alegría porque entro a Enseñanza Media (Almost High School) . Además todo es nuevo. No sé si quedaré en el mismo curso que mis amigos. Rogamos a Marshall que sí. Sólo eso.
Que les vaya bien, infelices, en el cole. Traten de pasar aunque sea ¬.¬

No Apologies.

[Verse 1]
In my mind I'ma fighter, my heart's a lighter
My soul is the fluid, my flow sparks it right up
Arsenic writer, author with arthritis
Carpel tunnel, Marshall will start shit-itis
Hard headed and hot headed, bull headed and pig headed,
Dick headed, a prick, a big headache I'm sick
Quick witted, for every lyric spitted there are 6 critics
Who wait for me to slip with it, so quick
This dynamite stick buried the wick, it's gonna explode any minute
Some lunatic lit it and it's not Nelly
Do not tell me to stop yelling, when I stop selling I quit
So stop dwelling an I am not felling
You fuckers are not ready, cause I got jelly, like (Beyonce's) pot belly
This is Destiny, yes money I'm of running
So get off of me, I'm not slowing or softening

[Chorus]

No apologies, nah suckers I'm not sorry
You can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me
No apologies, y'all feelin' the force of me
No remorse for me, like there was no recourse for me
No apologies, not even acknowledging you at all
'till I get a call that god's coming
No apologies, laugh fuckers it's all funny
I can spit in ya face while your standin' across from me, no apologies

[Verse 2]

My head hit's the pillow, a weeping willow, I can't sleep, a pain so deep it bellows
But these cellos help just to keep me mellow, hand's on my head, touched knees to elbow
I'm hunched over, emotion just flows over, these cold shoulders are both frozen, you don't know me
I keep saying it, I can't stress it enough, so keep playing it and stand next to the subs
I choke mic's like asphyxiation when I'm stranglin' my own throat masturbatin'
Fuck yeah i'ma basket case and I mastered this rap shit, 'till my ass gets wasted, 'till my
assassination,
'till I'm slain 'cause of some fag's infatuation
44 mags a fascination, a taste for disaster and if that's the case then..

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

This song isn't for you, it's for me, a true MC
It's what it do just to see if he still has it
And if his skills mastered,
He's able to spill raps long after his killed, that's a real MC
Got you feelin' me, whether willing or unwillingly
You still agree, as long as there's still this hunger and will in me
Then expect a longer life expectancy
I'd be a savage beast if I ain't have this outlet to salvage me inside
I'd be exploding soaked in self loathing an mourning
So I'm warning you, don't coax me
It's silly, I'm really a sheep in wolf's clothing
Who only reacts when he gets pushed, don't be fooled
The press blows up this whole thing, it's stupid
They don't know cause they don't see that I'm wounded
All they did was ballooned it
I'm sick of talkin' 'bout these tattoos cartoon did
That's why I tuned it out, I'm sick of dukin'
An they can suck my dick while I'm pukin', an you too, you can

[Outro x2]

Expect no sympathy from me I'm an mc
This is how I'm supposed to be
Cold as a G, my hearts frozen it dont even beat
So expect no apologies



martes, 14 de febrero de 2012

Happy Valentine's Day !

Today is a Big Day :D But just for Happy Couples :( But Nevermind .. Happy Day for Eveyone . I still miss you & I adore you ..



viernes, 3 de febrero de 2012

Fault?

Hi, I'm Again. Today I wanna write about something so much dark in my life: My father.
He's a alcoholic, &  apologize to my mom for say this, but I think I hate him.
He .. Just was present half time in my Life .
I feel so bad when talk about "He". Is in really a Awkward moment when I have to talk with him, I feel so embarrassing.

Is better if I don't born, I don't like see him drunken.
I say this because yesterday in the Night my father called & he wanted talk with me & he said me: "Baby, why you don't came to see me the other day" . My answer was the truth: "'Cuz I don't wanted see you" . I gave the Cellphone to mom, they talk a moment and later ended the call.

One hour later, my mother said me: "Girl, your father feel so bad, he said: OK, I understand you, I understand you"

Later my little (stupid) brother said: "You suck!"

That make me Cry, but inside..
I need a shoulder for cry ..

martes, 24 de enero de 2012

My Role Model

Sometimes I don't have support necessary of my family or friends, but I know that always can believe in my role model. A role model is someone with a life to follow, you want be like her or him.

My role model is Marshall Mathers III. Because he learn me to believe & reach my dreams.
He never surrender.
With his lyrics can live other life, but he learn me : "Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful"

Thank you Eminem.
You don't know that I exist, but you know that Stans ( Eminem's fans) exist ..
We'll always support you man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSLZFdqwh7E&ob=av3e   <<< Here  a song, wrote for Slim Shady (Marshall Mathers) for his Fans.

We Luv You Marshall !!


Hey yo

Wow, ago so much time I don't write here ..
Well, something new for say? Nothing, just I'm in love, but a platonic love (So bad)
& in a one month I'll go to school (So, bye Holidays)

In really is better in the school, here (In my home) I'm bored .
I need a friend for laugh a moment.

martes, 3 de enero de 2012

Eminem - Space Bound




Buenos fueron nuestros momentos, podría decir que hasta perfectos.
Pero toda historia tiene un final, y el nuestro también tenía que llegar.
Hasta el día de hoy pienso que fue mi culpa, pero todo estaba en las manos de ambos.

Sólo puedo pedir perdón si es que en algún momento te hice daño, te juro que no fue mi intención.

La vida tiene cambios, algunos son por nuestras propias decisiones, otros están en las manos de los demás.

Es bueno pensar que no existe un destino escrito. Nuestro futuro está en las decisiones que tomamos.